Lately it seems I am having the same conversation over and over with different friends. No matter how it starts it always turns to dating and the same thing keeps becoming apparent: of all my single friends, I'm the only one who can't get a date. I wish I knew what I was doing wrong-or better yet, what is wrong with me. Because it is to the point where I really believe that is the case. I have read that when you are around someone you are attracted to, your pupils automatically dilate. So, I've been paying attention to the pupils of guys when I am around them. And what I have been noticing is if their pupils got any smaller, they wouldn't have them. Wow. I know I'm not a supermodel but I didn't think I was that hideous. I'm tired of feeling so damn ugly.
This sucks. I don't want to do this anymore. I just want it to be my turn.